I don't know why I always have a fear of writing real journal entries in here. I guess maybe because I've exposed this blog more than any other type of journal I've had, and also maybe because I feel like it's a lot easier to hide behind unexplained artwork rather than behind words. In fact, I don't even know why I try so hard to hide who I am. I think I worry too much about the negative things and try to avoid letting those out, but I know there are a lot of good things about me and I don't think I should keep stopping myself from speaking out.
I started a separate blog a few months ago; I start new blogs and journals quite a few times a year, it's almost become a routine. Anyways, I started that blog because I felt like I can't write in this one. I tried so hard to make this blog give off a positive impression, and I succeeded didn't I? The truth is, I don't feel like this reflects who I really am. I've been reading all these amazing blogs and I admire all these people who can be so open about so many things in their world.
I don't want this blog to be just about my silly, silent art.
I'm going to write some entries in here about my little world. It's been pretty busy lately. I don't know how it's going to go, and I hope it doesn't make anybody like me less, and I hope it doesn't end up being a distraction from my art. Maybe I'll delete those entries in the end, but really I just need someone to hear me out lately.